What I Look Forward To --> Part 1

• Skinny dipping. 
• Not looking pregnant in my wedding dress.
• My stomach staying flat even when I'm sitting down. 
• Long, thin fingers.
• Having a slender neck. 
• To put my "boyfriends" clothes on and have them be baggy. 
• Going for a run in JUST a sports bra.
• Walking around confidently because i don't need to worry about my legs jiggling.
• Not feeling like someone I just met would describe me as "the bigger girl". 
• Having the confidence to ASK a guy out. 
• "Do you have a smaller size?"
• Thighs NOT touching when I'm sitting.
• Being able to wear leggings and not feel like my thighs look MASSIVE!
• To borrow all my slimmer friends clothes.
• Wearing a guys jacket when I'm cold and not being scared it won't fit!
• Having all the attention on me when I see family members who I haven't seen in a while. 
• My stomach not dropping down while I'm laying on my side.
• Having ALL the guys who REJECTED me WISH they hadn't.
• Back dimples.
• To be curvy in all the right places.
• To have my CRUSH think I'm SEXY.
• My "boyfriend" being able to pick me up.
• Having CONFIDENCE.
• Not being afraid of meeting new people.
• To stop being shy.
• Being able to wear just a sports bra around my friends without a care in the world.
• SKINNY JEANS!
• Being able to wear tight fitting shirts and look good in them.
• Being asked, "Did you lose weight?"
• Being light enough that someone can pick me up.
• To look good in a cute dress.
• Receiving piggy backs, not just giving them.
• Weighing LESS than my "boyfriend".
• Sitting on someones lap without feeling like I'm hurting them. 
• Making my CRUSH ADORE ME.
• Being the THIN GIRL in the group.
• To be the LIGHTEST person in my family.
• To have my DAD tell me I look good.
• To be considered BEAUTIFUL.
• Shoulder blades.
• Collar Bones
• Not having to lie down to have a FLAT stomach.
• So I can wear MISS ME jeans.
• To fit in a jean size that is one ONE DIGIT.
• To be the skinny friend.
• Walking without my thighs rubbing together.
• To hear people say, "I wish I was SKINNY like you."
• "I need new jeans. These are too big!"
• Buying all NEW clothes in SMALLER sizes.
• Hip Bones.

These a just a "few" of the things I look forward to! What do you look forward to?